Maerva

Eternal Silence.           pt ﹕ eng ﹕ fr

You're about to witness Maerva. This receptacle is more than your perception of it. It is your responsibility not to lay your mind on this vessel, as your experience may come to an end.

it/they ﹟ autistic ﹟ teen

I'm an accessibility user, if not available, it's likely I'll fail to function properly. I'm dyslexic and photosensitive, so you ought to accommodate those if you seek to be my friend.Interacting with people is not easy for me. Please be patient with me. I eternally appreciate anyone's kindness.I'm a lover, a poet, a writer, an artist perhaps, but the infinity within me does not fit mere words, neither does yours. I'm mesmerized by the people I meet, I'd be infinitely delighted in hearing your woes.

Also Mantis, Opal, Polaris

people seem scared of the formality in which i write but it is performative!!! i'm a silly clown contained by this flesh!!!

Everything I touch becomes something beautiful.

The recurring theme on my art is humanity and what it takes to be human. I'm utterly interested in computers, machines, and they have been a prolonged point of interest.
I draw, write, do collages, sculpt and I leave a bit of myself on everything.
I often compare my mind to a circus, I notice things most people don't and information often collapses on my head, and it is with huge effort that I'm able to assemble something beautiful, worthy of admiration. This is the cycle that I'm in, and it is performative.

Characters who remind me of myself

chilchuck
dungeon meshi

nana osaki
nana

lain
SEL

Asuka
NGE

the creature
frankenstein

homura akmei
puella magi madoka